I am the biggest fan of NY but my loyalty tilts more towards Urassaya Spearbund aka Yaya, This drama when it was just making a din, I was so invested. I thought this one will blow our senses. I was a bit insecure about the Male cast. I don't like the actor, I never found him that handsome and his acting was too laidback. But, when the casting changed I was so ecstatic, Though, I felt Nadech did not suit this character. But he proved me otherwise. He was like his character, Meany, unlikable and sometimes pathetic.
Talking about the other guy Monsieur Robaire, I was a bit skeptical about him too. But he too proved me wrong. Such charming behavior and his smile lit his whole face. It was my first Lakorn Second Lead syndrome. Charming and well-behaved. He was the stark opposite of Count In. I felt he had more chemistry with Pudsorn. I'm amazed Yes, I felt Yaya and New have to have another shot in the romantic drama.
But the winner I think was the supporting cast, From the menacing evil devil Capitane Jean to Paul to Kinnaree as the Magnificient Pinky. From the lovely sweet mother group and quirky funny brother Mi to equally amazing funny Jeep, Loyalty was unquestionable be it the hero team or the villain. It was awesome. Juan to Saraphi to Choi.. like they were so in their character.
Claira and Got were both amazing. It was that servant Lang who got my full attention when she came on screen.
Sweet ghost Duan Jan to mysterious Veena. I loved every character and enjoyed their dedication to their craft.
I really enjoyed the characters and felt they did their 100% best.
But, The story sucked. It ran hither and thither. It did not grip me and the romance sucked. The direction was very confusing. It was as if the Director one day just woke up and decided to add new characters and a new twist and then again he added another twist within that twist. I trust P'Off's work, But this was very badly executed.
I wish the story was gripping and tight. The romance was not needed at all. I wish Pudsorn choose no one and concentrated to become the biggest Dr in that era.
I wish In never came to propose pudsorn as their age gap and history made me squirm with unease when it was added forcefully. The only saving grace was the chemistry between NY and their gaze especially Nadech's when he speaks with yearning and touches Yaya's face. See I am using their real name as I did not feel the need for Pudsorn and In to be shown in this light.
Anyways, I felt it should have been great but it was not to be, But No one can take credit for the courage and daring of this drama. Such beautiful costumes, a Realistic Atmosphere of the drama, Showing such horrendous scenes, and the setting of every action scene was horrifying and chilling. Every abuse was so realistic and scary. The naked death scene was unsettling. I never had seen anything like this. Gay scenes shown, Like the actors who played were so realistic. Many scenes were scary and raw like the rape scene. It made me shocked and bitter. I was stunned.

Will I be rewatching it? No.
Will I forget it ... I guess No ... Sadly, Its going to stay with me for a long time.
Characters were the heroes in this drama. Hats off to them.