It's getting more serious, heavy and dark

This episode was just so heavy. It took me a while to collect all of my thoughts. How can we not fall for our main characters?! I think this situation CSS and LBY are in just solidified their relationship in a deeper level. They connect with each other sm, understand each other and always comfort each other. I am really worried about General Cheng though. I hope he is fine. This episode just puts so much light in Ling Buyi's character and we can understand how much the revenge is important for him. He doesn't want Cheng Shao Shang to face a fate similar like he did as a child. Ughh ik further episodes are just gonna break my heart into millions of pieces.

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I understand the mother, but I don't as well. Ughh

I feel so bad for Cheng Shao Shang. She grew up being bullied and abused in her home by her own people. She learnt to protect herself from those situations by her own means. And, now when she felt she would be protected by her parents, her mom just goes out and abuses her further. What the mother doesn't get is that CSS needs love and safety, not abuse in the name of "discipline".I get that she wants to teach her proper manner and all that, but THERE IS ALWAYS A BETTER WAY. She's your freaking daughter, not your soldier who you used to discipline using physical force. Like come on, DO BETTER! You are supposed to be the smart one here. 🙄

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